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| Thursday, December 11th, 2008 | | 1:46 pm |
Mantra
I am a good guy I make friends happy I have a good sense of humour I will make someone very happy one day Things do not come immediately They must be worked for. I am a good man I know music, computers I am a trusting person Friends are who they are because they care I am loving My love knows no bounds. I am a friend. I can care and protect I am a person I have two feet which to stand on and stand by. Let it all out Chris, This is why you are here Life each day, Give each day a chance. | | Saturday, May 3rd, 2008 | | 9:56 am |
Drive is dead.
So, I ask all of you that DO read your friend's LJs, make a list of bands I should look into. So that when I get my new drive, I can download all sorts of yummy music. Also, any suggestions for storage towers and shit would be appreciated. Thanks | | Sunday, March 23rd, 2008 | | 5:15 pm |
Choose 1 please.....
http://www.shoebuy.com/harley-davidson-side-light/45606/45606
or
http://www.pennangalan.co.uk/boots/FW244.php
....I cant decide | | Monday, March 17th, 2008 | | 11:18 pm |
Rawr!
Okay I considerably need advice before I go completely fucking bonkers about this. 2/28/08 - I ordered this: http://whatsshopping.com/products.php?ba n=356&cat=1503-Executioner I got confirmation emails that the order went through, and that everything was fine. It showed up on the AMEX bill. I believe it was 5-7 business days, so lets figure 8 days, which would place it at the 9th of March. NOTHING Sent an email March 9th along with phone calls to both numbers. Didnt get a response til the 11th, which said the following: ___________________________________ Dear Mr.Adragna, You ordered the following item #1503 Executioner-Xelement Black Leather Executione Motorcycle Boots-Size - 12 from us. We are sorry the order is late in arriving. We received a shipment but was shorted. We have since reordered and are expecting it to arrive soon. We will send it out as soon as it arrives.
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Sent back an email just asking for a "So whens it possibly coming in". That was the 14th. Called today, 4 times. They told me theyd call me back when i called @ 3pm. Called @ 5pm, they said before the day was out. ....Its 11:30 and Im still with nothing.
What do I do? Im way just frustrated and stressed over it.
I know I am venting, Im just, needed an outlet and need advice.
| | Tuesday, August 28th, 2007 | | 6:15 pm |
Mmmmmmmm, new laptop *drools*
Vostro 1500 Intel® Core™ 2 Duo T5470 (1.6GHz, 2MB L2 Cache, 800MHz FSB) Genuine Windows® XP Home 15.4 inch Wide Screen XGA LCD Display with TrueLife™ 1GB Shared Dual Channel DDR2 SDRAM at 667MHz, 2 DIMM 128MB NVIDIA® GeForce™ 8400M GS 120G 5400RPM SATA Hard Drive Modem Integrated 10/100 Network Card and Modem Adobe® Acrobat® Reader 7.08 8X CD/DVD Burner w/ double-layer DVD+R write capability, w/ Roxio Creator High Definition Audio 2.0 Dell Wireless 1390 802.11g Wi-Fi Mini Card Integrated 2.0 mega pixel Web Camera aaaaaaand..... ExpressCard Sound Blaster X-Fi Extreme Audio Notebook Sound Card | | Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007 | | 5:22 pm |
This is about how I truly feel right now.....
The Who - 905 Mother was an incubator Father was the contents of a test tube in the ice box In the factory of birth My name is 905, And I've just become alive I'm the newest populator Of the planet we call Earth In suspended animation My childhood passed me by If I speak without emotion Then you know the reason why Knowledge of the universe Was fed into my mind As my adolescent body Left its puberty behind And everything I know is what I need to know And everything I do's been done before Every sentence in my head Someone else has said At each end of my life is an open door Automatically defrosted When manhood came on time I became a man I left the "ice school" behind Now I'm to begin The life that I'm assigned A life that's been used before A thousand times I have a feeling deep inside That somethin' is missing It's a feeling in my soul And I can't help wishing That one day I'll discover That we're living a lie And I'll tell the whole world The reason why Well, until then, everything I know is what I need to know And everything I do's been done before Every sentence in my head Someone else has said At each end of my life is an open door | | Sunday, August 19th, 2007 | | 10:10 pm |
Ok, THATS it!!!!!
OK, Ive been emo lately, ive been in pain and i mean emotional pain, the whole 9 yards. This isnt a post about that, but rather the solution. Getting my heart broken again, made me realize something. Im 20 fucking years old and i need to enjoy life, what ever that could mean. SO, here is the muthafuckin plan I got laid out, or dont got laid out due to well, it going to be created. -IF- you have crash space, -IF- you got the time, and -IF- you would like, I'll come visit you. Tell me time and where exactly to go, and I'll be there, barring school and job of course. Now this goes for you international folk too. I love ya Lil and I miss ya, and damn if I wont take advantage of an opperunity if given it. I need to get out. For the longest time Ive said I hated NY and I want to go some place else. For now, I have school, so I will do the next best thing than move, see everyone, all that. So, annnnnyone wanna house a 20 year old with long curly hair and glasses? I come with wit and reciting princess bride or some other movies, and so on and so forth. | | Friday, June 29th, 2007 | | 5:47 pm |
Question to those who work:
If I requested time off 2 months ago, and under the time off system it says Approved, does that mean Army should be scheduled for work those days? A. Yes B. No For those who pick the correct answer, do you want to be the Fine Jewelry Supervisor for JcPenney Stor 2752-4, West Nyack, NY? Apparently my supervisor doesnt want to give me those days off. Granted you CAN go back in and change to denied (I asked the STORE MANAGER, and she said you could, BTW, <3 to my store manager for giving me the time off during inventory. She'll never read this, but this is a woman who respects the fun you have in your life, and gives you chances to do things, such as KoL meets *grins*), but that wasnt the case. I might have to pay said store manager again another visit, ah well, it'll all sort itself want. I basically make my own schedule, so thats good. Speaking of work today, I narrowly escaped being sent home. Apparently, the dress code is being enforced now, and that includes ties. I didnt have one on, so the store manager told me to buy one or be sent home. Fair enough. I bought a $6 J. Ferrar tie, it kinda matched the blue hawaiian shirt. I also got almost accused of stealing a diamond today. The head of Loss Prevention, our version of Security, comes done and says diamonds were left out in the office. Lucky I was given a headup about this by my friends in LP (I know all of them basically, and the Supervisor is new), so I checked all my paperwork. My paperwork matches up with how many items were put on the floor vs the ones that werent in the daily diamond count. Reason for the others not counted is they arent on the floor or in a box (trade-ins or holds). I even explained to them that you think youre missing one only because there were 3 on the one sheet and i only got to put 2 out before I went home, so i sent that sheet up with my signature and marking i only got to 2 of them. So they backed off from me and understood. Suddenly this job is becoming somewhat hectic. Current Mood:  aggravated | | Sunday, March 4th, 2007 | | 11:06 pm |
Good bye Nana. Wish we could have talked more. | | Thursday, March 1st, 2007 | | 9:44 am |
So, post Baltimore and an update
So I went to Baltimore and that was quite fun. I got to see some of my favorite people, even Ruth who showed up and surprised us all. I have to take a little time to thank her and everyone who like pushed me and kicked me in the ass and made me feel welcome. Its hard being young and going to these things, but I felt like everyone else, felt welcomed. And thats been a problem with me lately, that I dont feel like I fit in. But of course that was another "kick Chris in the ass" moment. Im glad people do that because sometimes we all need that. I hit a bit of depression yesterday. Nicole, I am so damn sorry for yesterday. But yeah, I hit it low, felt all alone and just felt everything leaving me. And it all ties into love. Ive been cheated on in 2 of my 4 total relationships in life. And ive felt like im not good enough and that killed my self esteem. I had low self esteem, and that made hit rock bottom for a time. But im going to be optimistic, Im too young to fall in love, least I think so right now. Im going to find the waters hopefully and test them if i can. And ive found that right now, the love i have is just enough and is reciprocated. I am going to Philly and Atlanta. I find that these things take me away from home which makes me happy. And yeah, Im kind of going to these meets to be away from my family. Things just arent as loving as I'd like them to be. Every other sentance out of their mouth is a chore for me to do, or something in the past ive done wrong. Even when I take the bull by the horns, they question it. I hate being questioned for my actions. I do them because I want to, not some underlying thing. Thats why I turn to my friends to things rather then parents. I wont be judged. Thats what I hate because it picks on me, judging me by those things. Let me be who I am. Well, Ive rambled on for a bit more then expected. By the way, when you see the music for this entry....yes its stuck in my head. Stephen Lynch is awesome, that is all. Current Music: Wedding Singer On Broadway - Not That Kind of Thing | | Tuesday, February 20th, 2007 | | 10:49 pm |
| | Saturday, January 13th, 2007 | | 1:00 am |
Dear Fate, Thank you for letting me down again. When I had the philly meet all squared away, you fuck me over and make it so I cant go. Thanks alot you son of a bitch. Burn and die motherfucker, burn and die. P.S Fuck You __ Yes I am quite angry. I wanted to make it to Philly, but due to roomate conflicts, it fell through. I wanted to see a choice few people too. *shakes head* It just irritates the living fuck outta me, really. And before you ask, I did ask in the channels, I did post on forums. I got no response out of it. *sigh* Im not depressed, just pissed the fuck off. | | Tuesday, December 26th, 2006 | | 10:37 pm |
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| | Monday, December 11th, 2006 | | 3:14 pm |
| | Friday, December 1st, 2006 | | 11:55 pm |
| | Monday, November 27th, 2006 | | 12:25 am |
Downward Spiral. Nine Inch Nails. 1989. Halo 2
Well... I owe my parents 3000 from school bills, phone bills, and credit card bills. So they took my phone away, my debit and credit card away, and everything else away. Im lucky I still have this. I thought about drinking and smoking my brains out, because hell, every little bit helps. And yes, I know, I should have monitored it, but the phone bill for the landline which i used came in and that cost a shit load due to long distance and int'l calling. So yeah. Im basically fucked til I can pay it off. Heh, anyone got 3000 I can borrow? I would ask you guys for money, Im just at my last leg with my parents...and I definately fucked Christmas for us. God drinking sounds good...and not to mention, the bills coming to a shitload comes at the tail end of my father hearing about it, RIGHT before he's due surgery on Wednesday...Im a bad son arent I? Current Music: ESPN 1050 | | Sunday, October 22nd, 2006 | | 10:27 am |
I'm....sorry
If you know me. You have heard me say that a bunch of times to you. I do it because, I find myself not being, I guess...me. Being who I am suppose to me. I do cross lines sometimes, and once I see I have which is usually immeadately, I jump back with profuse apologies. Or if I just feel like Ive done something wrong, which also is alot, I will apologize if you dont get a point I make or something like that... I try to be the best. It may not look like it, but I really do, because I want to be the best friend to everyone. Do whats needed, be where I can be. I know reality punches me in the face and I cant be, but I sure as hell try any ways. I do it because well...I am scared. Scared of losing you all. I'm 19. Younger than most or all of you, and I feel like the age thing is a barrier sometimes from becoming better friends or becoming closer. I hope its not that, I wish its not that, but its what I think, sadly. The biggest thing that scares me most of all....is ending up without friends, stuck in a dead end job, forced smile on my face. I want love, but friends hold me up most of all. I cherish and love you all...Know that. | | Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 | | 8:16 am |
No need to be emo, Charlie Brown
I've been emo, lets admit it. And while there are things to be sad about, there's no need to fret and daunt on them. A good friend kinda slapped me in the face and told me to A. Stop apologizing for things out of my control and B. Dont always think the worst of situations. No need to think the worst comes from what I do when I do good. And its funny because it hasn't been just one person, its been everyone. Ali, Anne, Virginia, Elen, Debbie, Jenny, Samantha, Molly, Amy, every one of my friends have said something to try and make me realize the err of my ways and thinking. And so things never went my way, so I had a few bad things happen to me, who hasn't? I've got a great support system in my friends, which I've abused from time to time and am sorry about. There are degrees of what people can take in terms of hearing emo and hearing about problems and whining. When y'all say you listen, you do, but you don't need that from me every day. I'm sure people are going to look at this and wonder what the fuck happened to me, what drugs am I taking and can they get some. Well the drugs I take can be found near the pizza place on the corner of broadway and main street...least I think the weed dealers still go there, hasn't changed in the time ive been away I do recall. But looking back and listening to music (it's been the same song since I've started writing this), people tell me I am too clingy, people tell me I don't know the boundries of them and others. Well I gotta stop that, people dont want clingy, they want a friend. Affection is nice, but dont read into it unless the situation arises to do so. And I have to talk to people, not lecture them on my life. And another thing I gotta work on is remembering shit. I swear I got ADD sometimes because I'll try remembering stuff and then forget it the next day. And its not important stuff, but like the cost of clano house and just other things that leave me confused and then I have to think back to remember why something is like that. Little things, but its good to remember. But back to what I was saying, I DO want to keep the loved ones I call friends, and to do that, I have to change my ways. Not change -myself- but my ways, and the brain process of certain things because it puts people at a standstill and as you all know, its not my inetntions. God how I have said that sentence to so many to explain myself. I shouldnt have to in the respect that well, I have to be direct and stern and show what I mean and tell what I think. Its not as drastic change as I had originally planned to be but you have to learn what you actually need to do instead of what you think is going to make it all right. So whats next for me? Well I am going to watch how I act. I'm not going to be stern per se, but I am going to make sure that I am more clear with what I say and how I say it. Doesnt mean I cant be affectionate, just means I have to make sure things are comfortable enough to do so. And besides, I have too much in my life to be emo. Ya know, when you're emo, it takes up all your time ;-). Actually, whats next for me is a 3-12 shift @ JCP which isnt good nor bad, but its paying for everything, so I really couldnt give a shit either way about the company. Im also currently reading 5 books all at once, and going -insane- while trying to remember and keep up with them. (P.S. If anyone has Knife of Dreams and are willing to send it, I'll love you even more forever) But I have a job, I am going to Otakcon, the biggest anime convention on the east coast of the U.S., for free sans the greyhound! Ive also got my full payment to Clano house, so I got the spot in the house, which I am uber-excited for. And things arent as bad as they seem. They arent where I want them to be, but you cant do all or nothing with perfection. Gotta take the good with the bad, the job with the employee who acts like she knows everything ;-), the free Anime convention with the cost of a bus, Con 3 with the cost of plane tix and a room at the house, but these are acceptable things to make and keep balance and order in my life. This is a day for new things to come, who knows, when you feel good and do good, good things do happen. Mmhmm, mmhmm. Current Mood:  calmCurrent Music: Angie Aparo - Swell | | Friday, July 14th, 2006 | | 7:21 am |
using someone elses comp
My computer is dead...seriously fuckin dead. All i have to ask is "What else could go wrong" If you want to get a hold of me, i'll try AIM thru my phone or something *sigh* |
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